Words from me...

What am I actually up to recently? Nothing except thinking of what to eat everyday. And what time to go to bed too. Life is just as dull as it is supposed to be, for the holidays. Went out for dinner with the gurls, watch a movie "Ghost of Girlfriends Past", played an hour of pool. Totally wasting my precious holiday. I need some motivation and discipline to get myself starting on my history paper. I came up with a topic for the proposal required, and I'm now stuck with it, with absolutely no knowledge about it. Some research is required and I don't even know how to get it going. Borrowed a few books about the topic, but it's really hard to understand about it. Oh damn!! Let's just hope and pray that I'll start working on it tomorrow. =) Oh yea, I'm kinda addicted to ice-cream recently. You guys might scream, "Ice-cream during such cold weather?!" Haha. Yeap, & it's nice. It's cold outside, and I snuggle in my warm blanket, eating cold ice-cream. That's how life should be. Doing whatever I want anytime, anywhere, anyhow. XOXO. Oh, one more thing. I think I'm really very anti-social nowadays, as what my friends kinda refer to me as one. I feel like I don't like to hang out with other people, unless I really have to. The little people, the better I would feel. I kinda don't really like this part of me, I want to be more outgoing, giving smiles. Yeap, it would be really hard to get a sincere smile from me. Call me "fake" if you would want. But I'm really trying to work it out. Friends wouldn't come if I don't try to change. But sometimes sticking to what I am seems really good, which is because I can really have some private time, some me-time to spend alone. Well, seems like that's how things are supposed to be. You either be one or the other. You just couldn't have both at one time. Too bad. Anyway, enough rambling about whatsoever life is going to be. One last thing, korean instant noodle is totally yummy. It's the best supper I could wish for. =) But of course, I still miss my Daddy mee, only from Sarawak. Hahax!!

I hope I could receive my parcel from Malaysia soon.
S.