2011-02-11

I'm trying.

Fine. Today is so not my day. But I ain't gonna talk more about it, cause' it's just a bad nightmare, which would be over when I wake up tomorrow morning. See! I'm still a happy-go-lucky girl. But please do let me express my negative vibes here, and then I'll be good to go. =) Life is just so messed up recently, no, it ain't about relationships. I've kinda unconsciously cut out people from my life. I just don't have so much time to get myself involved into everyone's life. I know my life's kinda dull, but that's all I can handle for now. I do feel pathetic for myself, but there's nothing I can do about it. I find myself in such a stressful situation, that I have to plan out everything beforehand. From now until year end, I already have everything set out to do. Planning might sound good, but when it's way too much, you could really feel the burden, not on your shoulders, it's on your heart. My heart felt so heavy, cause' there are stuffs which would be over my limit. But I have to stretch my limits and reach for them. I even feel tired thinking about all of this. I'm tired of living this life. But I don't have a choice, do I?

Done complaining about life, and I'm ready to face it again. *smileys*

Life is short, live it;
Love is rare, grab it;
Anger is bad, dump it;
Fear is awful, face it;
Memories are sweet, cherish it.

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