All I need is a chance.

I don't even know how to start. It has always been on my mind, but I just don't know how to put them into words. I don't know what is right. Should I stick closely to what I want? Or should I be the good girl? I know well enough, either decision could change my life forever. Few years later, I might regret not following what I want; or I might regret not following what I'm told. I don't want any regrets in life. It's unavoidable, but minimizing the loss and pain would at least be better. Whenever I wanted something so badly, I wouldn't even dare to ask for it, cause' the tears would come so easily. I wouldn't want to disappoint anyone, but I really wanted to go for it. To go for what I've dreamed of. At least let me have the chance to try. It's not a 100% thing, but it's what I want. Friends know me better, but you do too. I'm afraid of the future, of the whole uncertainty thing. I tried taking each step carefully. But it doesn't guarantee success. All I'm asking for is a chance. A chance to prove myself.