Living out myself.

In a few days of time, I've gone through the ups and downs. Looking back, it isn't a big deal after all. Putting myself through such a situation is totally unnecessary. But anyhow, life is a process. You would never know how it would feel like until you've tried it. & I wouldn't want to be regretting over something I hadn't done. As a typical Gemini, I'm quite an erratic girl. When I know something isn't right, I'm sure to be able to pull myself away. Time is just all I need. I always feel better the next day. =) I don't know whether I'm hiding from my problems or I'm really dealing with it, but as long as it is out of my head, I'm fine. I'm trying really hard to get involved, but whenever I tried to put in some effort, things don't work out right. Another failure tryout. I know I do have friends and family to support me, but for this, I'm all on my own. It's a big step for me.

Ps: Please do stop guessing whatsoever. No one knows me better than myself.

I'm afraid of being happy
because every time I'm happy,
something bad always happens.