2010-10-30

Nah. Not right.

Still wide awake. Brain still functioning to write a post. Not good, cause' it's 5am. And yeap, I'm gonna crap a lot! This time, I'm gonna keep my promise to not shop until Thanksgiving. Been refraining myself to do so, and it's hard you know, with the temptation to shop online. Ugh! Why am I always not satisfied with whatever I have in my closet? When I just added one in, another item would pop up in my mind. Really not good. And now with the weather changing, it's much easier to get fed up with the clothes that ain't for the weather. Damn! Gonna reorganize my closet, so I could see what I need. Haha! Anyway, I'm so into blue colors now. Dark blue, light blue, sky blue, greenish blue..all sorts of blue you can think of, I do have them! =) And of course denim blue too!! ♥ And why do people like to ask all sorts of damn stupid questions? Am I going out with someone? Am I dating anyone? WTH! Don't you have a life yourself? It's not like I have to report to everyone. And FYI, NO! I'm not seeing anyone. There, you got it! Fuh! Finally got that out. =) Back from a house party, and it sucks! Trying to laugh really hard to join in, but I felt pathetic myself. Don't know why I felt so, but I just do. Fine! Let's not talk about emo-ish stuffs here. It's supposed to be a happy wonderland here. Let me think what makes me happy! Oh! SHOES!! The love of my life!! I'm tempted to buy different kind of shoes, but still, being rational, I'm not gonna buy them cause' I'm not gonna wear them. Too bad. And you know what's more sad, I feel like a giant when I'm wearing heels. Heels are supposed to make girls feel pretty, not a giant! =( I'm so hating myself now. Why o why? Anyway, I guess I really should be sleeping now, or I'm gonna ruin my whole weekend ahead. See you folks really soon!!

I'm not thinking straight,
S.

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